20.

Im 20.

And I'm starting to get scared.

This time last year I found out that I was going to BYU.

It seems like yesterday...

Times flies.

SO fast.

I remember Facebook stalking my summer roommates.

And now its winter.

Im seriously going to miss freshman year...

I  love BYU.

Im so glad I stayed in Helaman.

Thanks you know who for convincing me to stay here. haha

Seriously though.

I ended up meeting people I needed to meet.

I love my ward.

BYU was nothing like I expected it to be.

Its better.

I feel the spirit everyday.

I have learned to love the gospel.

I have learned to want to be better.

The Lord has a funny way of making your plans His plans.

I had so many wants coming into BYU.

And none of them have come true.

BUT I never realized how much I would grow and learn.

And I have no idea whats ahead of me.

A mission.

I have so much I need to learn.

This was a weird birthday.

It was the first one away from home.

The first one when I actually felt a difference.

Its weird to say you're 20.

You actually feel grown up.

(even if sometimes I dont act grown up).

You realize that if you really wanted you could get married....

(I dont want that... haha)

You have to start caring about whats ahead.

I love my life.

I seriously do.

Again Im excited for the next stage.

Even if I'm slightly scared.

BUT freshman year isnt over yet :)

I plan to make it awesome.

Love you guys!