:] Summer is over.

A lot can change in a summer.

Actually a lot can in a second.

It only takes one for your whole life to change.

One thing that I learned in my humanities class (that awful class),

is that human beings are never the same.

We are in a constant state of change.

Not only physically, but mentally too.

So when are we finally ourselves?

When can we say I know who I am?

When are we who we are meant to be?

I feel like I'm a different person every other day.

I feel like I find out things about myself that I never knew before.

I find things that I really want to change.

My summer is over.

I am different then I was before.

Luckily in some ways for the better.

Theres things that I'm still trying to change.

Things that Im still trying to fix.

I met tons of friends.

People that I have grown to love.

Each one has impacted me.

Theres a lot of people that Im sure I will never see again.

People that will remain just a summer memory.

I love my roommates.

I love that I had a summer with them.

Ive learned that I am pretty messy. lol

Ive learned that I can study hard and long.

But also that I can be lazy.

Ive learned that I will never major in humanities...

I love BYU though :]

Seriously, one of my best decisions in the world was applying for summer.

I had so much fun!

Things didn't go as planned..

Nor will they always.

But I can keep looking forward and trying.

I cant wait for fall.

I cant wait to meet new people.

I cant wait to live next to a track.

I cant wait to live in Helaman.

Seriously! It looks so fun.

I can not wait for my chemistry class :]

To tell you the truth I would start next week if I could!!!

I seriously love my life.

The good and the bad.

Like I said a lot can change in a day.

A lot will change next semester.

Im so excited to meet new friends.

But as I'm sitting here Im sad.

This summer went so fast...

I feel like I took a lot for granted.

I feel like I messed a lot of things up...

and that makes me sad...

But im so thankful for all the things that happened this summer.

I am so thankful the Lord allowed me to come here.

Im so thankful that I have parents that can support me.

That I was able to have such an awesome summer.

So goodbye to the summer I looked forward for for months.

I will miss you..

But now its time for yet another phase.

and as this quote says..

“One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering"

I cant wait to say I know who I am.

Whenever that may be :]

But right now Im taking it a day at a time.

Im living in the moment..

Now to home I go :)

And in two weeks another beginning.